Do I let him in the delivery room?

Tayrusso

I have been having this internal debate for weeks.  I am still in love with my ex-husband...so I worry that having him there would ultimately give me a false sense of hope and hurt me in the end.  He has tried to be involved with the pregnancy, he has asked to go to all the appointments, but I haven't let him since he abandoned me.  He doesn't want to be there for me, he wants to be there for his child...

Opinions appreciated.  If anyone has been in a similar situation, I would love to hear from you.