Does it feel real yet? No? Well it will!

kfdecarie

So this morning my girl friend in VA found out she is having a boy! So exciting right? Her son will be named Caleb! Totally cute, but then it hit me! This is HER SON! Not her baby or a boy any more, but her SON, her child. Today I will find out as well what we are having, and now the thought are hitting me all the time! This is not just a tiny baby I am growing, and we will be one big happy family, but its a CHILD! And not just that, MY child! I know I am pregnant, and I do understand what that means, but this whole pregnancy I have felt like its just too surreal, and I am going to wake up and its all a dream! We have been trying for so long, and not its going to feel more real than any thing has to this point. I am not sure I am ready, but ready or not, what's done is done, and here we go! Wow! Its just a lot to take in at one time! Any one feel this yet? Or any I just over thinking, over analyzing, and over doing it?