Has anyone else struggled with this?

Duped12

I am pregnant with our first. My husband and I could not be more ecstatic about the baby.

 However, I have a history of depression, and it is seriously flaring up the further into my second trimester I go. I'm not having the thoughts of harming myself or anything, but since my husband works nights, the house gets quiet and I get miserable. I am an angrier, more stressed person when my depression is affecting me and that isn't the best for the baby. I feel guilty because I'm supposed to be excited all the time now that we're halfway to meeting our baby, but I'm just not.

Is anyone else going through anything similar?