Weight Gain

Drumski

Before I found out I was pregnant I was a calorie counter and healthy eater. Now that I am pregnant I gave myself a little more freedom. By freedom I mean I allowed myself to eat carbs, ice cream, 1% milk, french fries and fat instead of low or no fat products. The result = I've gained 29 pounds and I am only 23 weeks. 

To be honest, I'm embarrassed and freaking out. I'm afraid to eat. I've gone back to my calorie counting ways, walking, drinking water and cut out sugar.

 My doctor has already scared the living hell out of me and I can't stop crying over it. I feel doomed. 

 I'm scared I'm hurting the baby.