DH's birthday at a crazy bar..

angelrue522

I really dont want to go to my DHs birthday gathering at this crazy bar. I have social anxiety and its worse when I am pregnant. These are all his friends and I barely know them and I feel weird being in a bar and not drinking because that is what I usually do to ease my anxiety. I have lost all my good friends overtime to moving, drug usage and other things or I would bring a friend with me.

Is it wrong if I dont go to my DH gathering? Or shall I suck it up and go, stay for a little bit and leave super early? I am scared I will have a panic attack.

I feel so dumb.