Repeat c-section 14yrs later!!!!

babyhicks12

So I'm not much of a poster just a reader but as May is getting closer I am getting a little scared/nervous. A lil back story. I have a daughter who will be 14 in May which I had an emergency c-section with. I was only 15 when I had her and it has been so long I can't remember much about the surgery. My dr's will not allow me to attempt a VBAC so I have to have a repeat section. I am getting really nervous about the whole ordeal. With my DD my mom was there when I got my epi and with this one I know I have to go to the OR by MYSELF and have it inserted before my DH will be there with me. I had to have a kidney stone removed via surgery back in Dec and I freaked out on them while they were trying to put me to sleep so I am afraid I will do the same during the epi. I am sure my nerves are just getting the best of me but this whole epi thing really has me scared and nervous about my section. Any advise on how to calm down and know that it will all be ok?