Dealing with grief

torneen

I am having a hard time and I was wondering if anyone had any experience with grief during pregnancy?  I had to put my two cats down this weekend (yes, both of them).  I had them for nine years and loved them so very very much.  I have been trying to recover, but my emotions have been getting the better of me and I am not doing so well.  This has crushed me and I am broken hearted.  I am trying to be brave and  move on for the sake of my baby, but I keep getting overwhelmed with emotion and breaking down and crying.  I don't really want to go into details as to why we had to put them down.  I will only say that everyone around me keeps telling me that it was the humane thing to do; but my heart is still breaking over my decision. 

Has anyone dealt with grief while pregnant?