Jealous of my doctor...

Stef33

Yesterday at my appointment I asked my doctor if she had children. She said yes and that she had all 3 of them naturally. I was surprisingly jealous of this. My original plan was to go as natural as possible but after getting diagnosed with pre-e that isn't possible. My doctor wants to induce me at 37 weeks and has told me that my chance of c-section goes up to 30-40% with my situation. I kind of feel like my choice to go natural has been taken away from me. I know the important thing is that myself and the baby are both healthy but I still can't get rid of this feeling. SO doesn't really understand so I just needed to vent to you ladies. Thanks for listening. Hope your week is going well!