Speaking of going back to work

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I can't decide if I'm happy or sad...to go back to work.  Does it make me a bad mom if I want a schedule, a routine, and a *little* break from LO?  I love staying home, don't get me wrong, but I feel like I'm in a bubble that only consists of LO and DH. 

I feel like trips out are such an event, that I get nervous about them.  I want life to be just that...life...not like it's a huge issue to go out.  I think it's a huge issue (in my head) because we don't do it a lot.  It's cold, and well, I don't have a lot of places to go LOL.  I will though, in a few weeks!