I am sure I am going to get flamed, but I?d rather post than continue to deal with this internally. I started this pregnancy around 15 lbs overweight. This is my third baby under three. This baby was a welcomed surprise, but needless to say I never got back into the shape I wanted. With DD1 I gained 35 lbs, with DD2 I gained 8 lbs - yes 8, and so far with DS I have gained 3lbs. No I am not complaining about three pounds. Rather my issue is with my unhealthy obsession with the scale. I have always had body image and weight issues. Sadly, the scale often determines my mood. I completely understand that this is unhealthy. I guess I am upset with myself, because as a mother of two I know I will gain weight and I know the scale will go up. However, I am having a harder time with this issue during this pregnancy than ever before. I try to take comfort in the fact that I am eating healthy, so the weight is what baby needs and not oreos. However, I am still having a lot of internal struggles. I have debated getting rid of the scale, but I am a control freak and I panic - worrying about being shocked at the doctor's because I had not weighed myself in over a month. Ideally, I would like to turn my back when weighing, but that is just not me. Can anyone recommend a good book on this topic or similar related issues?