**back at square one**

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I'm so upset....the girl who watches L on wed and friday has gotten a "real job"...Shes a grad student and her academic advisor told her to get some experience in her field (I would have told her the same thing)- but I am so heartbroken...I love her and L loves her and I went through a couple people before I found her...

She starts in one month...she said she would still babysit for date nights or the weekend or something but its not the same...