Pelvic floor muscles...

OurJellybean

I just attempted some kegels and can't do them! I had a large episiotomy and forceps delivery. Before babe they were so easy but now it's like I squeeze but nothing happens, even when I have an orgasm (tmi) I don't feel any tightening or contracting. I'm wondering if this will always be the case or if I keep attempting to exercise will my muscles eventually be back to normal? This is so weird.. Anyone else?