Anyone else a widow with a LO?

rayray3383

I lost my husband last year, one week after my daughter was born. I pretty much didnt want anything to do with her for a couple months. I had post partum depression and depression. Luckily I have an amazing family who got me through. I'm much better now but there are so many nights where I feel like he should be here to take a turn! Especially since she has learned to throw tantrums!! I'm pretty much exhausted mentally and physically every night. How do you handle being alone and handling your LO?