Not that excited yet....

cs1007

I think I was the same way when pregnant with DS, and it is such a terrible attitude to have....I should feel blessed and be excited...but instead I am sort of dreading the next 9 months or so. I hate being pregnant this time. I am already planning a repeat csection, so I am dreading being in the hospital away from DS (the thought of it is making me cry right now!)and I am not really looking forward to all the newborn stuff, I.e. no sleep, crying, being sore and hormonal, and trying to figure it all out again. I feel guilty for feeling this way and I am sorry to be such a deebie downer, but I can't help it. Damn hormones!