Pregnant with First- Having a boy!

FirstTimer123

Hello all,

 I am 32 and 19 weeks pregnant with my first. We found out last week that it's a boy! To be honest, I (and hubby) were really hoping for a girl... I feel awful saying this, but was somewhat disappointed. I know I should just be happy and hope baby is healthy, but I am having a hard time accepting that it's a boy. I am a girlie girl in so many ways and was looking forward to a daughter... Does anyone have any insight/advice or has anyone been in the same situation? I have been trying to get excited by shopping for boy stuff but it's still difficult!