Anyone else not a fan of BF? Vent

Kristily

I feel like a bad mom for not liking breastfeeding. I am doing it along with pumping too so that he gets a bottle a day but I don't really like anything about it except the cuddle time. My breasts hurt all the time and I dread showering cause I have to hold them otherwise they hurt even worse!! I can only sleep on my back at night cause it hurts to lay on my side. Plus it is hard to feel pretty when I am leaking all the time! Ok... vent done but does anyone else feel like this or am I just a bad mom?!