Some days I almost wish I had my ex-husband back, just so somebody else could deal with insurance, or the toddler while I deal with insurance. Or something. I can handle dealing with a pregnancy, divorce, and toddler the vast majority of the time, but sometimes I wish it hadn't come to this. Even though I never really had the back up from him, I miss the illusion of back up sometimes. Just spent a few minutes bawling because of crap with my insurance.