Wish me luck for tomorrow and the next ~6 months please

ExpectantSteelerFan

My husband left today on deployment. 

I miss him like crazy already, and only partially because of how tough today was!

I have a nanny that comes 8 hours a week, and she was here tonight to help with bedtime, so tomorrow will be my first full day on my own.  And I can say for a fact that dinner and bedtime tonight would have been disastrous if she hadn't been here. So I know tomorrow is not going to be fun, and I know it will have to get easier at some point, but I can't imagine how right now =(