What do I do??? :(

SilentSymphony

Ok so I have no idea what to do anymore... My DH doesnt live with me and our DD at the moment (due to money issues) but he stays the night 3-4 nights a weeks. He helps out with her but always has to go to work early the next morning before any of us are awake... The fact that he has to wake up early makes me feel bad that I wake him up in the middle of the night to help me with our DD... It also makes me nervous sometimes because he gets frustrated with her (shes 3 weeks old and going through her colic phase) cause hes not used to handling a baby this small so much... And then I get emotional and frustrated and breakdown and (without meaning to) make him feel bad and like he's not doing enough. (But sometimes I feel like he never does enough) I wont let him do that much in the helping out area because I dont want to bother him (day or night)....And I swear I am gonna get grey hair soon from all this stress.....What do I do???