Pulling my Hair out

Nascarmom48

So Friday I had my blood work done again. I had it done on Wednesday and the beta was 25. So shows me about 3 weeks witch is 3 weeks off of my LMP, So Dr had me do again draw on Friday. So ment I had to wait all weekend for the results. Well I called my Dr at 9am to see if they had it. They do but the Dr hasn't sign off on it yet. ARE YOU KIDDING ME! I'm going nut here. I wouldn't be so freaked out if I hadn't had 4 losses! 3 M/C and 1 Tubal! I have an appt for Thurs to conferm pregnancy. but they only do that if you are 7 weeks! I HATE THIS!!!! My house is soooooooo clean it the only thing I could do to keep my mind off of it all weekend I don't have any more to clean! So I sit here want wait and wait and wait. Its also killing me inside that I can't tell anyone that we are expecting. AhHHHH

 Thanks for letting me vent