angry and sad

ufsandra85

October 2011 in June 2012 Moms

so my doctor said my betas are "very disappointing" and is making me come in first thing in the morning tomorrow for an ultra sound because she fears this pregnancy may be ectopic and it wont be safe for me to go on the week long cruise I am supposed to leave for at noon tomorrow. My husband is in the military and they arent very generous with his time off so this will be our first vacation together since our honeymoon. If I cant go on this cruise I will be so angry on top of the extreme sadness I will have of losing a 4th baby. ugh I wish I could just be "normal" and not always be so high risk and lose so many babies

Married 11/27/09 and TTC right away
Dx: Septate uterus, endometrial polyps, PCOS, endometriosis, hypo thyroid
4 uterus surgeries to correct my septum (although it is still there) and to remove polyps
Baby 1 and 2: BFP 3/3/11 with 2 babies EDD 11/1/11, M/C 4/6/11
Baby #3: 8/11 pregnant EDD 4/27/11 and m/c:(
Baby #4: 10/12/11 BFP! EDD 6/16/12m/c 10/26/11
Baby #5: 3/13/12 BFP! EDD 11/25/12 ANOTHER m/c

Baby #6: 2/14/13- BFP! EDD 10/24/12, CP 2/19/13

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