First Day at Daycare!

prncsstp

So today I dropped O off to daycare for the first time... I didnt cry, but already, I miss him terribly.

I know that his "firsts" will all be firsts for me when I see them, but I cant help feeling like I am missing out on "raising" him - KWIM? I dont mean to offend anyone that has a LO in daycare, because obv. O has to be in daycare so that we can work.

Also, my biggest fear is that I wont be able to pump enough milk for him - I am not a big producer when I pump... and Ive been waking up early to get the most milk out in the AM - but as the day goes on, my pumping output tends to tank....

Bleh - I know it gets better....