Starting daycare a week from today :(

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I am so bummed. It is coming up way too fast. I don't actually start back to work until the 31st, but I decided to send them for three days the week before I actually go back to work as kind of a breaking in period for all of us. I am really nervous about being away from Liana for such a long day. I know that I am incredibly lucky that I have been able to stay home with her for this long, but since Zoey never went to DC until she was over a year old, this feels like a whole new world to me -- having to deal with pumping and figuring out how many bottles to send, etc. I am starting to get really stressed about that aspect of it and worried that I won't be able to pump enough throughout the day, or that pumping is going to eat up all free my time at work when I should be planning, correcting, etc. Ugh, I just really don't want this maternity leave/summer vacation to end.