So apparently....

jmepurple

I am not the only one with a DB ex who could care less about the beautiful angel that was created.  *sighs.  Long story short....DS father has nothing to do with him.  He insisted on a paternity test, I mean because you cheating would make my baby not yours.  Anyway, DS is his....$723/month....and still not a care in the world about him.  I am afraid that there will be a day that he decides all of a sudden he does want him.  I have been through so much with DS.  RSV with hospitalization, 2 911 calls and ambulance trips to the hospital because of difficulty breathing, pneumonia twice and diagnosed with infant asthma.  And my heart breaks for Lil D.  I couldn't imagine growing up with out a father.  I haven't really ever posted on this board.  But, I am at the point where I need support...No one in my family knows what it is like to be in my position.  All of my friends are married...have families...so they can't really relate.  It's just hard and frustrating all at the same time.