Long story short my BF of 6 years has officially left me a wk ago after. I am now 12 wks, but only found out 9 wks ago. I am a very understanding and forgiving person, but recognize that there is no turning back. My family and friends support me (and would love to kill him), but I know they don't understand. It's hard for me to open up about how I feel because I just don't know what to feel or how to deal w those feelings. I am... confused to say the least.