Pregnancy fears...

BBnut

As much as I'm excited to me a mom, today especially I'm sad that my body will never be the same.  I've always been in decent shape and I'm mourning the loss of my body today.

Next week I'm going on a beach vacation and I've worked my butt off the last few months and as of 2 weeks ago I had the best abs of my life. Now I'm bloated and they can't be seen very well. Hubby doesn't care (love him) but I'm sad.

 I know it'll be worth it and probably won't be as bad as I think it will be but I'm so scared of lots of stretch marks, saggy skin and never wearing a bikini again.

 (Please no flames, I know this is a very selfish petty worry.)