I chickened out

kkdavie15

and didn't tell my parents and sister this past weekend when I saw them for Easter that I was pregnant. They know about my last m/c and about our struggles but it just didn't feel right. To be honest I'm almost scared about their reaction. I know they will be excited but it won't be the same as when we told them about the first time.The other part of me doesn't want them to worry knowing so early. I feel like I own it to them to tell them when we know things are going well.

And it turns out it's a good thing I didn't tell them I guess. I was standing up at about 9:30 am and felt a gush or two and it was bright red blood but no clots and no cramping. I've had no spotting before this so I'm hoping it's a SCH but I'm really worried. I go in on Weds to check. Any T&P's would be great Thanks ladies!