Those who BF'ed/pumped for #2

MrsWhiteonWhiteSt

Did you HONESTLY feel different than when you did it for #1? I have such nice memories of bf'ing Justin. Snuggling in bed nursing, looking at his little face. I feel like now that I have a toddler & there's 2 newborns, it's more of a chore and I feel awful. I'm not quite ready to tandem feed and when I do it's literally a disaster of babies sliding off the pillow, milk going everywhere, both crying... I've been pumping but both babies are each taking 5oz bottles so it just feels like so.much.pumping.

Any words of wisdom?