I'm an emotional mess

missyjg

1. B turns 1 tomorrow. I didn't think it would hit me that hard but I just woke up today and thought that this is her last day of being a baby.... boo. She's going on to toddlerhood. I'm sad and happy all at the same time.

2. I just realized that I won't have to work this summer, we've been saving like crazy, scrimping and scrounging. I can stay home with B all summer and this makes me so happy! I love my job but I wish we didn't have all these stupid medical bills so I could quit my job and stay with her.

3. Infertility treatments again so I'm pumped full of hormones.... this is probably a lot to do with it:) Not sure if we want to pay for IVF again.... We are seriously thinking about doing a couple of IUI's (and just leave it up to the higher power if we have another one).  

Ok, thanks for the quick therapy session:)