why dose it hurt so much

gns1988

so found out a little while a go my ex is with a new girl. we were together for almost 2 years and in now 30 weeks along. he wants nothing to do with our baby, but she has a like 12 year old and he is willing to be there for her kid but not his own. it makes me so made and it hurts he was saying mean stuff to me that i was probably with someone new, now he is not ever 2 months later. i hate that its hurting me so much. i thou i was over him for the most part, i guess im not even close to being over everything i really just want him to be in his child life sorry i just needed to vent.

and sorry about the spelling and stuff i have really bad dyslexia