New and Need Some Advice

Heathermw

My husband is not physically abusive but he is bipolar and cannot keep a job. In 10 years he has held 11 jobs and I am physically drained because I feel I am always keeping the slack and providing for our child. On top of that when he does get fired he lays on the couch takes my money and eats out and then lies about every bit of it. I feel like I am constantly supporting him and doing everything and just wondering why I keep him around becuase the love is gone and has been replaced with anger and hatred toward him for everything. Any thoughts about what I should do? Everyone around me says to leave him and move on and I want to but I keep having second thoughts but then I get so angry and I am so stressed. In fact I have been so stressed that I have been sick for a 2 months straight and they cannot understand why I am not getting any better. Any thoughs would be greatly appreciated!!!