Xp: we lost baby A :(

meganfauer

We went today for our 1st ultrasound with our MFM, i am 10 weeks and 4 days today, and the minute the thing hit my stomach I could tell something was wrong. The tech did her stuff and didn't say ANYTHING, so I flat out looked at her and said what's wrong and she said she couldn't find baby A's heartbeat. 

 

The dr came in and I really liked her. Baby B is measuring 10 weeks and 5 days and she confirmed that baby A didn't have a heartbeat and was measuring 9 weeks 5 days. We are heartbroken, but yet feel such a conflicting feeling. We of course are still hopeful and happy that we have baby b but so sad for baby a. I have had no bleeding, no cramping, nothing it is just so bizarre to me. 

 please say some prayers that our baby b keeps going strong. This journey is a real you know what.