Nervous Intro

ksfrye

Hi, I hope I can join you.  I recognize most of you from the 3T and IF boards.  I have been MIA on them since my FET failed in Nov.  After that, I needed a little break to drown my sorrows.  When I started back in January, my RE suggested doing some IUI's before going back to IVF.  He believed that my DOR diagnosis from my other 2 RE's was BS and that IUI could work.  Well he was right; my IUI from February gave me my long awaited BFP.  Even though DH and I are very excited, we are being very cautious.  

We had a m/c a few years back and we are trying not be overly excited.  To be honest, I don't think I've ever felt this anxious or scared about anything in my entire life.  My RE's office only does 2 betas and I'm so jealous to see that most of you get 3+.  I worry, what if my numbers didn't continue elevating?  Also, they won't do an u/s until I'm almost 7 weeks.  My u/s is scheduled for March 18th, which feels like centuries away.  The hours just slowly pass by and any little twinge I feel, I panic that I'm going to m/c.  I know I'm not alone with my feelings and I'm so happy to have a place where I can feel "normal".  

Thanks for having me ladies.  I hope to get to know all of you better throughout this surreal process.