saw my baby (vent)

sbiederman00

So I  saw my baby for the first time yesterday and my hubby was out of town. I did manage to take a video for him but I feel bad for seeing our baby without him. Today he is just being a jerk telling me that I'm not helping him with his car insurance (which his car was backed into and the agent wont call me back).He asked me to call her again today but it slipped my mind. He comes home in a couple days but he really makes me feel like it is my fault she wont call me back. It's bad enough I have morning sickness, cramps, and mood swings like they are going out of style. I need to keep it together for my 3 yr old daughter but I feeling like crying, screaming, and ripping his head off all at once. I dont really feel happy anymore about having this baby. What should I do?