Do you NIP without a pillow? I still can't do it, and it's so frustrating. I'd so much rather offer my boobs than the bottle when we're out, but I'm too uncoordinated and I can't for the life of me nurse my LO without a pillow. He's still kind of little for three months - only 11 pounds - but holding him up is tough on my arms. Does anyone have any tips, possibly? Thanks!