Okay, its been a really long road - lots of emotion, tens of thousands of dollars and alot of needles and vagimagics. I'm supposed to be doing proverbial backflips right?
I saw baby's heartbeat today and don't get me wrong, I'm so happy we've made it this far and the little girl (here's hoping) is healthy. Buutttt....
I''ve been reading about what the baby looks like now. It's a blob and has a tail and its growing inside me like a little space invader. Seeing the heartbeat was kinda gross and weird. Is this really happening little alien?
So whaddya think? This happen to you too when you first made contact with your little one? Am I already on my way to being a sh*tty mom?