need someone to give me hope...:(

mummalove

So, I normally hate these posts because I know there is nothing anyone can do or say until you get the final word from the Dr. But this is my fourth pregnancy and I am baby/pregnancy obsessed, yet I've never heard of anyone in my shoes.

Had my first appt and u/s today. I should be 8w3d by LMP, 8w5d by fertilitly friend/temping. The baby had a heartbeat of 129 but only measured 7w1d. The Dr. was not concerned because the u/s looked great. But if I count back by these dates, it has my conception date on the day I got my first BFP.

I'm losing my mind, whereas everyone around me thinks I'm crazy and need to focus on the hb. But I just cannot rationalize how this could remotely be OK.