just wanted to say

chlsbshp

Lately my MIL has expressed that she's worried that I am depressed because I'm not feeling as (or at least) looking as excited as I should be.

If she or other people would spend sometime reading some of the posts on this website, they would understand why I'm trying to just wait out the first trimester. Counting down the days til my next (every other Tuesday) doctor's appointment and hoping to heart and see a heart beat. I don't think I will have to explain to many of the moms on here why I'm not letting myself and start planning the nursery. 

 

I just don't want to get my hopes up......