I still have not found any employment yet and I'm really concerned. I'm not saying that a job would have fallen into my lap but I mean, I'm doing the best that I can w/o freaking out and breaking down. I'm trying to hold it together because I don't want to stress myself out even more and cause myself to have a miscarriage. i'm doing the best and just venting. It seems as if I have applied EVERYWHERE but I have yet to find anything. I can't give up hope because I'm going to provide for my future child but at the same point and time, its dwindling quickly. Trying to stay positive....