I know everyone says this

kelle017

but last night when dh was holding our friend's 4 month old and making him laugh I about melted. So friggen' cute. 

He plays with their 2 year old, but he doesn't interact as much with the baby (which I think is common of guys),  but he actually wanted to hold the baby and it was so sweet.  Then he got the baby laughing and who doesn't love baby laughs? No one.  Everyone loves a baby laugh.

I thought after we straightened out our insurance issues dh would be okay with me stopping birth control pills and using a non-hormonal method but I guess he's not quite there yet. But he actually said maybe this fall, which is the first time he's ever given me an approximate date. So he's coming around. It's not quite the answer I wanted, but I also don't want to pressure him, and if he's not ready he's not ready.  So I just have to accept that.