i start a diet everyday....

piglet6609

and everyday i fail miserably.

today i had:

a banana

polly-o string cheese

smartones lunch

carrots

4 mini twix and 3 reese's (this is where it all went wrong)

a chicken fajita roll up from applebees with a big a$$ pepsi

and im currently nomming on a dark chocolate hershey bar.... king size.

GOOD GOD! i know how to lose weight. i've done it before. but i dont wanna eat the healthy food when i can eat bad thingsssss I DONT WANNA!!! *throws hissy fit*

i need motivation. i even sent myself pictures of halle berry and jennifer aniston in a bathing suit.... clearly it didnt work.