when did you...

NicoleeBonsai

...finally accept that this pregnancy would be your sticky baby/ies?

it's not that i live in constant fear of something happening, i've just seen so much sadness with friends IRL and on this board that i can't shake this bug at the back of my mind that something might (and at this point, i know chances are very very low).

and there is also the jewish superstitious thing - we don't buy basically anything for babies until i'm like days from giving birth or, in my case with twins, have possibly already given birth (if they come really early). no baby shower, nada.

i really thought that at this point in my pregnancy i would be past that. i still pinch myself that i am sooo lucky to be pregnant and so far the babies are doing great.

i hope this wasn't too much of a debbie downer post, i just needed to get that off my chest.