it's probably the hormones

P0upette

but I am feeling very emotional at the idea that my baby boy will be here in 5 weeks. When I think of all the treatments, ( 2 years, 5 failed IUIs) the side effects of IVF (hyperstimulation and 3 interventions to remove 5 liters of fluid from my stomach), pregnancy reduction  ( i was pregnant with a set of twins and a singleton. The twins came as a result of one egg splitting and showed signs of heart failure. Had to wait til my 13 th week to have the pregnancy reduce and it was so heartbreaking and a relief at the same time)

When I just think of all we go through to have this one baby .... It's hard for me to get super excited because I worry so much something bad is gonna happen....